FaizalAzwin (Anniversary Edition)

harini genap 4 bulan me & Faizalku have been engaged :)  {10.10.09-10.02.10}

truthfully i feel like not much has changed..cuma, lagi best because I can refer to him as my Fiance when i talk about him, despite the fact that i still call him my boyfren when im with my frens..lagi senang nak ingat & sebut.. boy-fren, rather than fi-an-ce, tu-nang sounds too skema :D

yang paling besar lagi Anniversary is actually tomoro=  11 Feb 2010, dah 3 years we have officially been an item..skejapnye masa berlalu, & so many memories had been created along the way ♥

macamane la sebnarnye aku boleh couple dgn sygku ni? in reality time kat uni, i really wasn't looking for a relationship..berniat nak berkawan & kaco2 org je..skali terkacau orang yang memang jejaka idaman n best pulak...hahaha..jom kita kembali ke memory lane yer (warning: mmg boring la cter ni kat sesape yang tak kenal aku yang suka bercerita detail ni, so if tak sanggup. betta give up now. hahaha)

Location: Main Campus, IIUM, Gombak

Month/Year: July 2004 

Watak Utama:

1. Aween (1st year Quantity Surveying student)

2. Faizal (2nd year Quantity Surveying student)

3. Pelakon-pelakon pembantu (termasuk Haida, Alea, dll)

Backdrop: Studio QS 2nd year

this is the first time i saw him, my senior, sedangkan we already had our Taaruf (orientation) dinner before that, seriously aku rasa macam tak penah tngok pon mamat ni..time ni En.Faizal a.k.a. Panjang (a'ah inilah nama samaran sebenar syg, i still call him this.hehehh) & his batch were organizing the Annual Bowling tournament..Faizal adalah Tuan Director project ini...

kitorang being the newbies smangat la nak join co-co activities camni, lagipun aku berazam nak actively participate segala event yang ada (azam budak baru masuk main camp), skali syg bukak mulut nak bagi arahan kat kitorang..maka keluarlah slang Sabahnye yang pekat & sedap tu....and thats when....i fell in love

...AHAHAHAAHAHAHA.. 

NOT!!

jangan harapla, itu memang mustahil...at that time Me & Alea actually burst out giggling & laughing (internal joke kitorang)~ becoz i had just got out of a previous cinta-monyet-takde-perasaan nye relationship with a Sabahan jugak...tup tup, sampai Main Camp, jumpa jugak a guy yang slang sama..as if theres never a shortage of Sabahan guys for me to get associated with (pengakuan: i really have a soft spot for Sabahan/Sarawakian guys...slang org tu..cukup aku rasa comel & suke.hahah.gile~ like pojan penah ckp..exotic ^^,)

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so itula dia first time aku sedar kewujudan syg kat dunia ni (ayat je over)..nak tngok rupa dia time dia 2nd year? hahaha..nah jom usha..

 

tak tahu jejaka yang mana...tu yang aku ada tanda kat atas kepala dia yang botak..hehe

one of my fav. pic of syg..botak & sombong

 and then rupa aku time first year plak, gemuk & gemuk..sama cam skrg :(

itu dia muka tak mandi (mmg seriously tak mandi) sebab terbangun lambat akibat kurang tido sebab stay-up kat studio the day before & kelam kabut the next day sebab aku yang kena present! (saje nak justify gmbr huduh ni)

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so then aku yang suka berborak ni try la kengkadang ajak borak2 ke hape..tapi dia ni jenis yang tak layan org sgt, tak tau la sombong ke hape, buat sakit hati most of the time..tapi becoz of that..i felt lagi nak try dekatkan diri dgn dia :D so i took the challenge (to kacau him at every possible opportunity i had)

slalunye i would bump into him then try to make a conversation but he would always try to politely get away from me! nak tahu contohnye cmne? its like ur talking to a person but then he keeps stepping backwards and ckp 'ok, ok..'  macam tak berminat pon nak dengar apa org ckp..gile sengal ok mamat ni!

ISH! sumpah if it was someone else dah lama aku tak berminat to kacau anymore (boleh blah la kan bajet hot & hebat ke?), tapi..i didn't know why, aku nak jugak kacau dia..tak puas hati kot (in a way thankful jugak dia prangai cmtu, sebab if dia layan cam biase like other guys, i wouldn't be interested anymore.hehs)

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Location: KAED Gallery

Occasion: Sambutan Hari Raya KAED

Month/Year: 13 December 2004 

Watak Utama:

1. Aween (masih 1st year Quantity Surveying student)

2. Faizal (masih 2nd year Quantity Surveying student)

3. Pelakon-pelakon pembantu (warga-warga Kaed yang ramai & bising)

Backdrop: Sofa (salah satu prop rumah terbuka)

so in my effort to try and get to know this sombong tak boleh blah nye guy..i tried la, to ask him to be my pet-bro (abang angkat) *a'ah sila jangan muntah..hahaha..i was a kid back then ok* and to my surprise he said OK! :0


dalam hati aku time ni dah, 'eh, nak pulak' sedangkan aku dah ready tuk dengar dia cakap '~sorila saya dah ada banyak dah adik yang betul, tak perlu la tambah lagi sorg~' hehehe..time ni suka la kan (rasa mcm, oh i have finally achieved progress wif him! *mcm mid-term project plak*)


alaa, gmbar time scene ni takde gmbr ktorg together2..mamat sombong tu refuse (cam artist rite? poyo)..so aku letak gmbr sekitar majlis jela ek..jadi cam cerita raya plak dah..

 

gmbar kitorang ramai2 (aku dh cek dh jumpa langsung gmbr syg, 

mahal tu nk amek gmbr dia)

 *from top-left : Me, c-nah, alea, maf
*from bottom-left: pojan, haida, ain, izzat, aini

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dan kami menjadila adik-beradik angkat, which actually takde beza sgt pon cume dia tak sedingin dulu..lambat laun, dia yang rajin menelefon aku jugak...offer bagi notes & past exam papers (sangat bagus tak strategy aku!) & life kitorg mcm adik-beradik jugakla..takde bercontact pon, berbulan2 takde khabar berita..itu routine la

anyhow, over the semesters/years..we became closer, despite rumours kononye ktorg ni cam scandal ke hape..aku dah ckp byk kali dah ktorg adik-beradik angkat..sume taknak percaya..hahah..suke hatila kan, whenever we did talk, we could talk about anything under the sun, syg is sooo funny...seriously aku tak penah borak dgn dia without laughing (criteria jejaka idaman No. 1) hehehe..

gmbar kami when we were berangkat-angkat.HAHAHA (sumpah aku rasa nak gelak je teringat sume ni) 

 

  

 

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Location: Aween (IIUM), Faizal (duk kat site Tg. Malim)

Month/Year: Jan 2006

Watak Utama:

1. Aween (2nd year Quantity Surveying student)

2. Faizal (3rd year Quantity Surveying student)

Backdrop: Bus stop Pudu, places around kl

the time where we really got closer was actually when syg wasn't on campus..he was doing his practical training (duk kt Tanjung Malim), me as usual hidup on campus, classes mcm biase..but he called me ...everyday (lonely eh kat sane ?)..so lama-kelamaan...i terpaut hati jugak la dgn my own abg angkat..(mcm mencari nahas sendiri je kan) & he seemed to change too..both of us never confessed anything..having fun & borak as usual...and then when syg came back after his practical training (now as a 4th year student, Aween as a 3rd year) everything went back to normal again..back toZERO...hahahah ..now THAT was a really confusing time..

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so me being the egoistic me, and faizal being himself (sombong, takde perasaan sometimes) we went on like that until it was my turn to go practical training..& to melarikan diri from my feelings & laugh away what i felt was 'membuang masa' ..i applied to stay off-campus & stay at home during my practical (tapi actually more convenient for me sebab from setiawangsa to klcc is much more faster than gombak.hahah..also when i stayed at home..no 12 midnite curfew..ohh HEAVEN!)~boleh tak rasa lagi bebas duk rumah rather than on campus~

and process melupakan my so-called abg angkat agak berjaya la when i stayed at home..takde rasa nak call2, no urge to hear him make his jokes..i was doing fine..heheh (ke in denial?)

but then one day he calls:

Faizal: "ko pegi Pre-Grad dinner Quest nanti?"

Aween: "tak sure lah, aku rasa aku ada tender that weekend, kna pergi office, stayback"

Faizal: 'oh, if boleh datanglah, ajak budak batch ko sekali"

Aween: "ok nnt aku tanye dorg"

Faizal: "If ko dtg nanti, kita pakai baju sama colour nak?'

Aween: (dalam hati--> :O haaaaaaaaa????) "erm..ohkayyyy , ko nak pkai baju warna apa?"

Faizal: "takpe, ko pilihla colour apa, nanti inform ja aku"

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Location: Kelab Darul Ehsan
Month/Year: 9 Feb 2007 (Friday Nite)
Occasion: Pre-Grad Dinner

Watak Utama:

1. Aween (3rd year Quantity Surveying student)

2. Faizal (4th year Quantity Surveying student)

Backdrop: Org makan2, having fun

in the end we did go (mmg confirm akan pergi pon~as if i had ever missed a chance to eat good food~) and i chose to wear purple..becoz i found this gorjes dress at Arcadia..hehe..so dgn berusaha nye..syg pon cari baju warna purple (i think the first time ever wearing this colour! hoho)

pakai baju warna sama? ohh, memang sengaja nak bikin kontroversi kan for everyone to see..apa motifnye??

 

  

i actually hate this picture becoz i look damn short tapi utk makluman: aku tak pendek yer..my fiance is really tall ok. hence the nickname Panjang, as in 189cm nye tall ;p

and then the nite ended...no... masih belum couple or anything of the kind pon...seriously.this is really a 6 year long story! (jgn risau its nearing the end already..or have i lost all my readers by now*takpe syg i know ur reading this :*)
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THE NEXT DAY

Location: Kaed, IIUM
Month/Year: 10 Feb 2007 (Saturday morning) 
Occasion: KarateTournament

Watak Utama:

1. Aween (Practical Training student going to the office on a weekend)

2. Faizal (Karate Participant)
3. Pelakun tambahan: Fauzi, Banan, Amin, org ramai

Backdrop: Org berkarate-karate..at the same time, participants of Kursus Kahwin from the Kaed Auditorium berlegar-legar around our faculty)

time ni syg was warming-up & chatting with his younger bro, i was just dropping by becoz he told me if i had time to come usha the tournament, so before i hopped on the lrt feeder bus to kl, i went to see the fun..


then...2 of sygz frens come from the Wedding Course & duk mengusik-usik us..aku dah biase dh diusik pasal 'scandal' kitorang ni so tak heran sgt..layankan je...but suddenly, faizal goes and asks me (in front of the guys!!)

Faizal: "jom pegi kursus kawin"

Aween: "hah? knapa pulak. pergi la kalo ko nak, watpe ajak aku, yerr!"

Faizal: "jomla..ahahaha"(sambil gelak annoyingly)

Aween: buat muka menyampah & bengang (i seriously was confused with his statement..so, he's using me in front of his frens yang kononnye we have a relationship or something..eh puhlease la..aku taknak main dh game ni..i was sooo GAME OVER!)


-->aween diam menahan bengang, then tngok karate skejap & berambus..marah itu dibawa ke malam..this is when i decided..

ok this is just it, i have to end this shit becoz its not fun

& i hate being used like that. 

this is so goodbye (tp dlm hati sedih la jugak)

come nite time, aku squatting kat bilik ain, Mahallah Maryam...making what i was determined to be the last call..we talked, i told him how bengang i was, and why did he have to ashame me in front of his friends that way??

i told him, dahla kita takyah contact lagi ok! have a nice life after graduation.. it was nice knowing you & thanx for everything..just forget you ever knew me! (time ni air mata dah turun macam Niagra Falls dah!) ..bla bla bla, then he say's:

Faizal: "aku ada gmbar ko!"(mcm lawak tak statement ni? sempat lagi nak buat aku tegelak sambil marah + sedih! heeesh)

Aween: "soo? buangla sume. DELETE!"

Faizal: "eh, aku tak faham la apa yang ko nak!"

Aween: "Aku? ko tu nak apa? apa yang ko nak? nak gunakan aku?"

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Faizal: "Aku?........aku nak KAU!"

and then the phone went dead becoz credit habis and syg called me back & said he was serious & we should meet up the next day face-to-face...which is on 11 FEB 2007 and that's how it all started..

my senior turned out to be my bestfriend + soulmate..

hey, i love u syg..HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY  DARLING!! ♥