our ups and downs

my syg and me cam down sket dis week..mostly becoz i cant control my emotions..and syg is a typical guy that finds it hard trying to understand me...i have trouble myself so i dont blame him at all!! heee

so to pujuk me he sent me some of his cam-whoring in the office..which he learned from me too..heee..just nk show off my faizals beginners cam-whoring pics..so i can laugh at him in the future!! hehe

cutenesskuhis shoes that we went hunting for

my qs idol

hehehe..he made me happy all over again...cant wait to see him again..in the flesh ♥ ♥ ♥

maybe a bit too much

so..its already December...and im thinking i may have made a big mistake today at work..haihh..me and my gossip-searching habits :(

...i sometimes forget that im not surrounded by my clique all the time..and the people i've just gotten to know aren't the same as my buddies who know me in and out...they know that im not purposely searching for gossip to ruin people...or to tell the whole world about what i've found out..

but, no matter how i try to sound innocent...i know its kind of a bad habit to know about other peoples lives...am i intruding their privacy? am i making their lives harder to go thru bcoz of my nosiness?

well...

maybe they may not be affected now..if they dont know bout me n my wartawan-skills..but like my syg says..maybe i should just stay out of their internet lives and keep my mouth shut...i should listen to my syg..bcoz he's always looking out for my sorry-ass...

now im back home in front of my pc ni barulaaaa nk fikir that i don't even know more than half of my audience today..and there i was yapping my head off like a freaking idiot...menyesal pun ada gak..coz even how innocent im trying to defend myself to be today...

people will be people...

and people will twist my words...

and in the end i'll be the one losing out..