WHY???
1) Orang negative yang suka condemn me, my plans & terucap dari mulut mereka doa yang tidak baik utk me & my fiance'
> > you (not meant for singular but plural) have no rite to judge me, someone you barely know in person, dengan kata2 perli/negative, especially when i humbly said:
'im just a budget bride, me & my fiance have saved up over the past 2 years to try and finance for our wedding on our own'
what u say is:
'confirm lepas kawin merana/bankrupt'
> > so guna duit parents pon salah, save duit sendiri pon salah? wtf?? pls, maybe i always seem to be happy-go-lucky all the time, just so you know, i learned that trait long ago..i choose to show what i feel to only the persons worthy..u dont have the slightest idea what i've been through, or how i've struggled to achieve what/to be the person i am today, and FYI, its no help from useless persons like you..
> > then when you ask me questions about my wedding prep (konon macam concern) but when i reply happily on my progress , you continue to condemn me:
'eleh, ada duit boleh la buat macam tu'
> > helloooo, at least aku ada reason knapa aku ada duit! i like work & save the whole reason why its taking us two years baru boleh ready tuk kawin. cuba cermin diri sendiri sebelum mengata aku, unlike you, aku tak terkinja2 time skola berkepit dgn lelaki, blum habis high skool dah kawin, & now ur saying that back to me as if im the wrong one for actually saving my money dgn tak menyusahkan my parents? wth again?
*sori bila ada kata2 negative ni muncul, maka segala kenangan kata2 org lain pon turut tertimbul semula dalam kepala otak aku ni*
> > remember the time, 2 years plus ago..my syg & me were getting ready to go for a Long distance relationship (LDR)..you asked:'
'so lepas ni korg macamana?'
and i answered:
'kitorg contact thru phone & internet lah'
and you said:
'ooo, so confirm clash la ni?'
> > sekali lagi...wth?? ada masalah ke nak cakap dgn baik dgn org sekeliling, its not like your living on this planet alone you know! if xtau nak cakap apa melainkan kata2 sial, aku advise, lebih baik, ko just SHUT UP boleh??
p/s: "you" refers to not only one person, but the individuals that have hurt & hurting my feelings all the time.. (and no, they don't read my blog even tho it would be better if they did)
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> > i think, i betta stop here..im feeling better already..meluahkan yang terpendam (i am a pendemdam)..
> > thus stepping into the blessed month of Ramadhan Al-Kareem, i wish to leave all these negative feelings behind, strengthen my patience, concrete my faith & pray for Allah s.w.t. to give me the strength, the guidance & jauhkan orang2 negative ni from our lives..sedarkan mereka2 akan ketajaman lidah yang berbicara, kemusnahan perbuatan mereka, semoga mereka insaf, begitu juga dengan aku..amin ya rabbal alamin...
> > i still have my sweethearts that make me happy & so lucky to be who & what i am dengan comments2 gini:
"berikan sy peluang utk berbakti kepada aween,plz3x~
Cnah ♥"
Cnah ♥"
"nnt ko kawen aku ikot smp sabah ye.ehehhee.
aku nak naik kuda ngan ain.
aku nak naik kuda ngan ain.
Izzati"
"awinnn comel gile, rasa cam tak sabo
nak pakai ngan baju bridesmaid aku!!
Mag"
"aween.. i always pray for you from afar..
semoga segala persiapan ur wedding run smoothly..
dr sekecil2 perkara sehingga yg major2,
dipermudahkan setiap satu nye..
haida"
"You kids......makes me feel so...old...and perverted!
Pojan"
"aween.....x nk bear with u stakat 7 months je ok...
nk selama-lamanya...dh kawen...
pg honeymun..dpt anak...suma la.
Maf"
"win...jgn lupe...9.30 aku kidnap tok kadi....wakakkaka
Ain"
heheeee..u know u kekasihs make my alam maya & reality a real nice place to be in..
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK
(lets lose those extra kilos as well)
