Confused & Malas

penuh negativity tak my title...memang pon, ade sket emosi negative mengalir in my body this whole week..

do you know the feeling you have when you see an old friend/someone you know but not-so-close/the person that you recognize from school but just used to acknowledge each other with a smile or a nod of the head? (and the list goes on)

to make things short--> malas nak start a conversation...

well i sort of have that bad habit or is it a trait? entah...tapi along those lines lah..after uni years..the aween that used to love talking to strangers & striking up conversations with whoever i meet either on the street or the person sitting next to me on the bus..has totally decreased in the effort of putting a string of words together to even make a simple sentence..iaitu aku telah menjadi malas..malas and i have no explanation behind it..

sometimes i even turn the other direction when i see someone i recognize in front of me (hoping that they haven't seen me yet)..teruk kan? i know that its very much like me trying to avoid people & become so unsocial :D ..i guess im just trying to avoid the awkward small talk..


"oh , u buat apa skrg?"


"bila nak kahwin? oh, dah kawin ke? congrats! tak jemput pun!"


"u kerja katne skrg?"


"you look so different now"


and yada yada yada.....yes..its the small talk im not in the mood to go thru..very teruk habit...im trying to buang this..hahahah..


anyways on a brighter note (noting majies comment that byk sgt negativeness je kt my posts~hehe) , lunch hour tadi ktorg pegi Plaza GM, Chow Kit...eija ada ckp kat aku haritu she bought her door gifts here... and she told me to check out the place too..its a wholesale place so u can buy bundles of stuff for much cheaper prices...before pegi tu i googled it up..ada website ok..hahaha


--->> Plaza GM

me & majjies bought sexy dresses, if buy 3pcs & above satu dress priced at RM35! murah ok..as usual i took black..hahahah..and maj took the other two (1 black & the other purple~cantik!)..sori takde gmbr malas nak amek..nnt aku pkai baru aku amek ek..heheheheh..

so i looked around, but since i still have no idea what to give as my wedding favors..so masih blur lagi la..probably just give out souvenirs from Sabah..like kak aja did at her wedding :)

for brides-to-bees..if ada masa check out juga plaza gm ni ok ;)