is been a while since i have had the effort to put in a new post..which also means that i've been to lazy to flashback on what i've done all this while..skarang bler otak ni rasa dh sampai ke kemuncak stress..i think..i need to write it down (yela kate pon macam diary)
i have the habit of over-stressing myself...that i admit...and as i can recall i've always highlighted that as one of my weeknesses everytime i go for job interviews..i can be a freaking workaholic and all, but hell yeah..i tend to put pressure on myself to make me work harder but sometimes it doesn't work and i end up feeling over-loaded with work & super unsufficient :(
i hate it when i cna't control things..and im becoming a person that i don't even recognize..letting people step on my head...when i am so full of ego in reality..i just store it all in and will only wait when everything will burst out..uhhh..
ye...ini ialah S.T.R.E.S.S.
diulangi... S.T.R.E.S.S.! !
sedangkan..there are a lot of things that have happened that i am so thankful & happy for
1) Me & Sayang got engaged :)
- setelah a lot of thought & preperation by the 2 of us..we got engaged on 10.10.09
- i was so happy that everything went so smoothly and as I planned (please emphasize on the 'I') hahaha..just becoz im such a control freak (tapi ada la hiccups dia which was overcome with help from my beloved syg, my mum & of coz..my PuRe)
- after one whole year working at PNB
- after the 2 months full of classes that i didn't understand most of the time (investment related)
- after repeatedly having to take tests/quizzes
- after 25 full days of physical torture at OBS, Lumut,
- after three months of rotating from one department to another, having assessments & presentations every fortnight
- after having to be finally separated into our respective departments to go thru our 6 month long probation period
- after going thru the emotional roller-coasters of the normalities of a quarter-life crisis
- a'ah im over-exagerating it..but its the truth..ahahaha
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